i thought i knew you.. i thought this is real. i guess im nothing to you. so this is goodbye.
realised i was gulping down 40% alcohol content entire night…oh the fire
drank and drank. but the world still hurts?? when will it leave me alone?
23rd September, Sunday.
finally, i get it right.
2am, my body refuses to shut down
you reap the seeds you sow.
Poof! Poof! Poof!
He decided to postpone coming back. Just one by one, my plans for the break fall apart. Admittedly too discouraged to craft any back-ups. Excitement level: me and all the work. Sigh. Dear loved ones, I miss you.
I am alone. And I will make it.
argh so sick :,(
That is why it is so important to let certain things go. To release them. To cut...– Paulo Coelho
im going away. heading up north.
Yes yes ok ok!
Just got a text from China that reads: going back. Instant joy hits. Best thing to happen in a long long time. -tribal dances-
really regretted because the number of fucks i should have given is zero. why bother? im really silly. well, i should do so now.
closing the door and locking it.
Question: “What thing about humanity surprises you the most?” Man. Because...– Dalai Lama One of my favourite life quotes. Makes so much sense. Too much sense.
can't buy Bliss
Envy the loving relationship my brother and sis-in-law share. Complementary. Like a puzzle fitting together perfectly. They are just so damn happy together.. always having a good laugh and taking things easy.. the happiest persons around me. I mean every word when I say he’s a changed man with her. All for the better. Can’t help but wish I’d be just as happy too.
so much on my mind. and a dearth of excitement around. everything in my life feels stagnant, some are even a drag. sigh. what’s wrong!! :( insomnia, i hate you. lucky me to have ba to talk to at this hour! sigh!
THE NOT-QUITE, NOT-YET AND NOT-AT-ALL.
Yeah like I’m that free to be bothered.
battle-scarred, i am working oh so hard
August’s been a bad month.. admittedly the worst time of my life. No it wasn’t about the death of someone close or any financial woes. It’s when I truly understand what it means to rather feel physical pain than emotional ones. And I agree some what, because I obviously haven’t gone through sheer amounts of pain physically to judge fairly. But that’s not the point. The point is to have felt enough...
Every little thing
The act of doing something perfectly is the measure of it going unnoticed. Take nothing for granted, for it was just perfect for you.